Shhh. It's a secret.

Honestly..there's a lot people don't  know a lot about me. I won't tell much but I can spare a few:) Honestly I am terrified to go up to a random person I don't know. The only way I'll do it is at work because that's pretty much the whole point of my job. But I seriously have a mini panic attack when I do. Another thing I do which really isn't good but eh what are ya gonna do, I push people that care about me the most away when I go through rough times. I hate bringing other people down and I'm an extremely independent minded person so I just handle things on my own because I've never known another way to do it.

Can't Live With Them But Can't Live Without Them:)

Most of  the time I just have to step away from all human forms and not go crazy..mainly because of my siblings. But then I come back out and they put a huge smile on my face. My sister, Rose, is my partner in crime. At first we hated each other and I mean true hatred. I couldn't be in the same room with her without wanting to bite her head off. But, now we're closer than ever. We literally do the same things at the same time. We finish each other's sentences and read each other's minds. We are pretty much inseparable with a few moments of separation. I have so many memories with her that I can't even choose a funniest. One of my favorites was when we danced in the rain together. We had my portable CD player with the headphones turned all the way up. We walked all over Washburn in the pouring down rain just dancing and singing. It was a good day. Now..Zane. That boy is my world. I have so many memories in the two years I've been blessed with him. I have taken care of him so much in his life sometimes I feel like his second mommy. Me and him have gotten so close:) I literally know everything there is to know about him and honestly he knows everything about me. He knows how to cheer me up when I'm down. He gets to be a little snuggle bug and it makes me so happy. I love my three siblings and I couldn't ask for anything better. I wish I could have some time with my first brother but he's in a way better place now:) R.I.P Logan Cole <3

My Future..

So I wake up and holy crapnugget there's flying monkeys everywhere. The apes really did take over the world and the world lost all gravity. I'm the only human left on Earth. All I see is apes. I want to repopulate the human race. But, there were no humans to do that with. So, I had to pretty much redo evolution. I had little chimans (chimpanzee and human.) I know it's gross bit hey gotta do what you gotta do. But honestly the future is pretty primitive. The apes destroyed all the cities and urban areas. It all went back to caveman times. The real question is...will we ever get back to where we were?