Seriously.

Well this is going to be extremely morbid because I do not want to do this. It's not that I have a hatred for him..I'm just tired of hearing about him. So, if I was the Saget I would probably walk into the pit of hell. Maybe I would meet the three headed dog from Harry Potter and walk into the face of death, oh but wait. That won't be the end of Bob. To end me I will walk into a pot of sulfuric acid and let it kill me. Oh jeez that's not enough to kill me! Uncle Jesse will then smash a guitar over my head.

The Final Wrap up

Most Interesting Part of This Class: Jesse's comments 

Least Favorite Part of This Class: Midweeks (appreciate it, but grammar is not my strong suit)

Hardest I Laughed in This Class: literally every single time Ms. Hudson busted a gut

Favorite Memory from This Class: when Jesse choked on his gum and we didn't know it and we thought he was beat boxing 

Best Thing About Hudson as a Teacher: how's shes personable with us

Thing Hudson Could do to Make This Class Better For Future Classes: absolutely nothing you're doing an amazing job 

Any Final Comments for Hudson: Hey:)

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Oh my goodness this was definitely the craziest year yet guys. You have the ACT and parcc testing if they still make that a thing. My advice to you is stay on top of everything! Keep everything organized even if it means having a different binder for every single class...keep it clean. Keep yourself focused. Right when you lose your focus it is the hardest thing to get back. In this year you can almost smell how close you are to being out of here and that can be dangerous! Do not get senoritis too soon because it's hard to come back from. Try super hard to study for the ACT. Especially if you're planning on college because that score can boost you up so high in the ranking in the universitys' eyes. Don't even pay attention to the underclassmen's drama. I didn't at all but I know of a few people that followed it and they look 100x more stressed out listening in to that bologna and studying than thye should have been. Just keep your nose out of other people's business and focus on your academics. Do not think that you rule the school just because you're an upperclassmen now. No one in my class did this that I know of but the people that I know of in the past that did I could have broken their kneecaps. Just go through your day like a normal person and just don't turn into jerks and ruin the underclassmen's time and set a bad example. All in all. Focus on your grades and test scores and keep on top of everything or you'll slip big time. 

Who am I?

For my personal life I picked out my sister. She tells me that I make stupid decisions sometimes and rarely listen to her advice. But, I am one of the strongest people she knows and that she's admired me through all we've been through. For my professional life I picked out my manager Lisa from work. She tells me that I am a kind person and compliments literally everyone I come into contact with. But, I keep on my toes at work as much as I can and make sure that everything is caught up before I rest at all. For my academic life I had Ms. Krohn. She told me that I goof off and get distracted way too easily sometimes but for the most part I stay on top of everything and keep caught up, een though she has to give me a slap on the back of the head sometimes. For my social life I chose Jordan because she probably the main person I ever talk to. She says that I talk to quite a few people in school, but she said that I rarely go out with my friends and paid more attention to my boyfriend, Dakohta. For my home life, I chose Zane. He saw everything that happened and I vented to him about everything. He says that I was a huge part in my household and I help everyone else advance even if it means that I have to stay down a peg. But, I am usually in a bad mood when I come home becasue I come from working my butt off at work to having to help everyone else with their things. 

Let's go on a seatrip:)

Oh my goodness we are going on a trip! English 3 honors is taking off and we're going to see the beautiful Atlantis. It's amazing! It's so beautiful. All I see is Stone and Ethan crab walking with Sebastian and Jesse's flexing his biceps for Ariel. This is the most interesting thing ever. Of course Hoodson has to make it all educational and asks King Triton about the history of Atlantis and starts talking about Edgar Allen Poe. Jeez Hudson! It's such an amazing sight to see. But, every other minute we seem to break out in song and dance about bring under the sea. It seems familiar 

Dakohta Whirrell

So, you've been there for me since even before we were together.I have known you for about ten years now and I have loved every second of it. Since we've been actually together you have kept me from going crazy in my situation. You've helped me through my dad moving and you've just been there to keep me out of trouble (which you've done well). You've been my motivation to even roll out of bed and come to school in the morning and you've supported me with countless things over these 6 and half months. I love you and I am always here for you. That will never fade and I will never let go. I pinky promise. I am so proud of you graduating and starting your life...I just hope you keep me in it. I love you babe.

Home for the Weekend

So, this frat boy came home from college one weekend. He isn't the image you would normally picture for a frat boy. He is a long, lanky, scrawny math geek. His name is Albert. But, right when he came through the door his parents, dressed in leis and had bags on bags of luggage, decided to go on vacation the only weekend of the month he ever comes home. He was obviously upset of this and decided to throw a party. It was a huge blow out! Music was blaring and everyone was raging. This party went on the entire weekend.Then his parents came home and they joined the party.

Why didn't I say that..

Honestly I have so many situations to where I should have said something or did something in that moment. Every time I got picked on as a kid I tried to come up with the comebacks that would get the job done, but the right words never came to mind. Every pointless fight that caused just pure rage with my sister. But honestly now. I'm so horrible of a smart...alick..that it's just not hard for me. I'm brutally honest and have no issue telling people on the spot what I think of them. It helps a lot with comebacks. Yeah.

My Track:)

I can feel the heat rising
Everything is on fire
Today is a painful reminder of why
We can only get brighter
The further you put it behind ya
But right now I'm on the inside
Lookin out, cause

I'm standing in the flames
It's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

I'm standing in the flames
It's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

Yesterday was the tornado warning, today is like the morning after
Your world is torn in half, you wake and let's wait to start the morning process
Rebuilding and you're still a work in progress
Today is a whole new chapter, it's like an enormous a**
The thunderstorm has passed ya
Your weather didn't poke his eyes out with the thorn bush that you
Used to smell the roses, stopped to inhale can't even tell your nose is stuffed
So focused on the brightside, then you floor the gas pedal
And hit the corner fast, the more asserted
Never looking back, may hit the curb
But everyday is a new learning curve, as you, steer through life
Sometimes you might not wanna swerve
But you have to to avert a disaster, lucky, no permanent damage
Cause they hurt you so bad, it's like they murdered your a**
And threw dirt on your casket, but you returned from the ashes
And that hurt that you have, you just converted to gasoline
And while you're burning the past, standing at inferno and chant

I'm standing in the flames
It's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

I'm standing in the flames
It's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

So familiarize with what having to swallow this pill is like
It happens all the time, they take your heart and steal your life
And it's as though you feel you've died because you've been killed inside
But yet you're still alive which means you must survive
Although today you may weep because you're weak and
Everything seems so bleak and hopeless
The light that you're seeking, it begins to seep in
That's the only thing keepin' you from leapin' off the motherfreaking deep in
And I'm pulling for you to push through this feeling
And with a little time that should do the healin'
And by tomorrow you may even feel so good that you're willing
To forgive them even after all that s*** you been put through
This feeling of resilience is building and the flames are burning
Quick as fire would through this building, you're sealed in
But you're fireproof and retardant you withstood it
And as you climb up to the roof you're just chillin' and you look down
Cause you're so over them you could put the heel of your foot through the ceilin'

As time passes, things change everyday
But wounds, wounds heal
But scars still remaining the same
But tomorrow today's goin' down in flames
Throw the match at the passed up place

So feel the fire beneath your feet
As you barely even perspire from the heat
Exhale deep and breathe a sigh of relief
And as you say goodbye to the grief
It's like watching the walls melt in your prison cell
But you've extinguished this living hell
Still a little piece of you dies, you scream

I'm standing in the flames
It's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

I'm standing in the flames
It's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

Feel the burn, watch the smoke as I turn
Rising, a phoenix from the flames
With wings I will fly

I'm standing in the flames
It's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

I'm standing in the flames
It's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find the light, find the light, find the light

Beautiful Pain. Eminem ft. Sia
I absolutely love this song. I think it explains what I'm going through well. It's a rough time right now in my life. My family is split up and my entire life is going to be flipped upside down. I have a lot of decisions to make. But, in my life I've always tried to throw my past away. So I set fire to my yesterdays! See what I did there.? But this song just describes me to a tee. but, everything gets brighter as time goes on. Everything will come together in the end. My family will be back together and not everything will be so difficult. 

You had to be there to know

Well of course I have a million inside jokes. I've known most of these people since kindergarten. I have Cucumber with Rachel Bush and Makynlee Lowry. I have Bubbles with Jordan Kee. Lol. Broken Faucet with Jordan and Gwen. I had flop with Zoe Jendrey and my sister. Pokerface with Dakohta. "Hey *in a deep voice*" with Josh at Pizza Hut. Turn up for what with everyone that was in Hudson's car that Prom venue day. I know I have a million more, but I am seriously at a blank right now. So, I'm not sure what to do for all of this blog. I have more just...can't figure it out at all. 

My Dream

Holy mackerol I have always dreamed of going to Rome. Ever since I could remember It has been my ultimate dream. I love the architecture and the art that comes from it. My artsy side comes out when I think of Rome. I would to go the coliseum. I honestly just want to walk down the streets and just see the  culture and really experience Rome. Just everything about it appeals and intrigues me. I'm not really sure of all the attractions I would want to go to. I just want to go and just gahhh see it! It's just so beautiful and romantic. It's my life.

Alice goes to Rehab

So. I understand that Mad Hatter and Alice weren't considered a couple. But, no one spends that much time together without sparking a little fire between themselves:) Okay so after their victory against the horrible queen they started to take acid to calm their nerves. And let's face it..the movie is like tripping on acid. Their family and friends were deterred by their addiction and enrolled them into "Celebrity Rehab." They fought hard on themselves, but they got deeper and deeper into their addiction. They dressed like Steve Jobs and started acapella and called them selves the "High Notes."
 How do you think Pitch Perfect got the name??:)

This man is absolutely gorgeous. He is my favorite actor from the "Sons of Anarchy" which is the best show I have ever seen in my life. Just look at him! MMMM yummy:) Well obviously I love him because he's gorgeous, but honestly I probably like him more for the character he played more for him because I am not a crazy stalker fan that looks every little detail or anything on him. Oh. And he's British:) That makes him like 20x more attractive:):) I would seriously go to the Caribbean and have a romantic picnic by the beach. But one rule. No shirts for the males. It is not right to keep a masterpiece caged. 

Anna Hacked Emily's Blogger Account!!!!!

Hahahaha! Love my BFFL!! Lol I totally sat down at the right computer. Love you Emily!! We should totally hang out sometime:D Okay I actually have to do blogs now so I'll ttyl BFFL!!!!

Really..again!?

Seriously I hated 7th grade. I only remember wearing raccoon makeup and "dating" a million people a million times. I had no self esteem and I was probably that most annoying thing that walked around this place. I got myself caught up in every little chaos of drama that I could, then I'd whine about there being too much drama. I would tell myself to stay away from the boys and stay innocent for while. Try not too grow up too fast because there's limited years on no worries. Also, I would tell myself to stay away from drama because it is the most pointless thing that everyone has in there life.

Shhh. It's a secret.

Honestly..there's a lot people don't  know a lot about me. I won't tell much but I can spare a few:) Honestly I am terrified to go up to a random person I don't know. The only way I'll do it is at work because that's pretty much the whole point of my job. But I seriously have a mini panic attack when I do. Another thing I do which really isn't good but eh what are ya gonna do, I push people that care about me the most away when I go through rough times. I hate bringing other people down and I'm an extremely independent minded person so I just handle things on my own because I've never known another way to do it.

Can't Live With Them But Can't Live Without Them:)

Most of  the time I just have to step away from all human forms and not go crazy..mainly because of my siblings. But then I come back out and they put a huge smile on my face. My sister, Rose, is my partner in crime. At first we hated each other and I mean true hatred. I couldn't be in the same room with her without wanting to bite her head off. But, now we're closer than ever. We literally do the same things at the same time. We finish each other's sentences and read each other's minds. We are pretty much inseparable with a few moments of separation. I have so many memories with her that I can't even choose a funniest. One of my favorites was when we danced in the rain together. We had my portable CD player with the headphones turned all the way up. We walked all over Washburn in the pouring down rain just dancing and singing. It was a good day. Now..Zane. That boy is my world. I have so many memories in the two years I've been blessed with him. I have taken care of him so much in his life sometimes I feel like his second mommy. Me and him have gotten so close:) I literally know everything there is to know about him and honestly he knows everything about me. He knows how to cheer me up when I'm down. He gets to be a little snuggle bug and it makes me so happy. I love my three siblings and I couldn't ask for anything better. I wish I could have some time with my first brother but he's in a way better place now:) R.I.P Logan Cole <3

My Future..

So I wake up and holy crapnugget there's flying monkeys everywhere. The apes really did take over the world and the world lost all gravity. I'm the only human left on Earth. All I see is apes. I want to repopulate the human race. But, there were no humans to do that with. So, I had to pretty much redo evolution. I had little chimans (chimpanzee and human.) I know it's gross bit hey gotta do what you gotta do. But honestly the future is pretty primitive. The apes destroyed all the cities and urban areas. It all went back to caveman times. The real question is...will we ever get back to where we were?